I spent months trying to love her, but you can’t love someone who doesn’t want to be loved. And she spent months trying to love me, but you can’t love someone who doesn’t love herself.
I refuse to romanticize sadness anymore. Rachel is broken in places I am not, I am tired in ways she is just waking up. No point in placing blame.
It’s over now, and I miss her like hell, and I suppose I will, as I miss all my lovers somehow: with a bittersweet ache, but not a loneliness. Not anymore. I’m ready to be alone. It’s all I want.
#this is really important
#oh oh oh
I slept for twelve hours today. Sometimes it’s nice to not worry. But then I realize that it’s bad to ignore things. It is not good to let things sit and rot. It is not good to put my worries in bold face and let them take control of my body.
One day I’ll be twenty five and I’ll be in some city walking around and admiring all the work put into it. I will realize that the person who made all of this probably didn’t sleep twelve hours the day they drew it up. They didn’t avoid responsibility. I can only ask myself why I negate compassion and why I shoot down every chance of success. If being afraid of the future is my fault, then so be it.
I will stand in the ocean and let the water wash off my regret. After a while, I’ll see that no matter how long I stand there, the water cannot do everything. At some point I will realize that nothing is permeable and that like glue, only I can put these things back together.
I will stop putting myself in this position. I will stop pushing away the people who love me. It only takes a day to get on the right track. It will only take getting out of bed. It will only take getting the hell out of bed.
Don’t let the sun burn out. I think I still have some time to figure this out.
this is really beautiful.
This is my new livelihood.
lost it at the music
it doesn’t seem all that funny but when you get to the eND
I FUCKIBG G FOUDN IT
I have listened to this like five times this week and I still couldn’t scroll by without hitting play
I didn’t think it was that funny but it when it was done, I couldn’t even help myself.
I only had to go to two classes this morning because I did so well on my algebra exam that my professor sent me an email telling me to start my spring break early, so I spent all afternoon driving around in the sunshine, practicing for my driving test on Tuesday (!!!), listening to Drake, then came home, made the biggest salad in the world with ALL OF THE BEST FOOD - tabbouleh! corn! edemame! sriacha! tomatoes! peppers! baby spinach! mushrooms! - watched Undercover Boss, and now I’m going to masturbate, take a nap, then get dressed super duper cute and go out on the town with a really rad friend I’m trying to get to know better! Thursday has been really cool! Thanks, universe!
Cosmo, you sexist piece of shit.
Oh boo. There’s Wanda, his wife, grinning evilly in the background as he’s saying it.
Besides, context is important. Remember what this episode was? "Queen for a Day." The one with Trixie Tang’s birthday?
The entire point of Wanda hitting Timmy with this wish was to teach a moral to him. Timmy was hitting a mental roadblock trying to come up with a birthday present for Trixie, not having a clue what “a girl” would want for her birthday. Cue the wish forcing him into a female body and… Still pretty much liking the exact same stuff. And as he later found out, Trixie liked the same things he did, even if gender norms didn’t fit for it all.
In the end, Timmy ends up giving Trixie the present she wanted in a comic book store, but fakes getting upset over it when he gives it to her because her friends thought it was only for boys. But, she WAS grateful.
And this moment? This right here? Our male protagonist, Timmy, is now getting playfully mocked by Cosmo for suddenly being a girl. That’s going to teach boys, through the eyes of Timmy, how stupid it is to be demeaning to females for being female.
This episode was basically a giant slap in the face to the idea of gender norms. And you’re still calling Cosmo sexist for reinforcing the moral, which is how stupid even casual sexism is?
Childhood is firmly not ruined, thank you.
(Source: ruinedchildhood, via ruinedchildhood)
"what i never
from my mother
just because someone desires you
not mean they value you.
desire is the kind of thing that
leaves you starving."
Adulting around town, featuring my Statue of Liberty headband.